Who I am

Inside of me, where no one can see

Who am I?

I am a goddess who is vast

Who can see through the realms and dimensions

I am someone to whom dimensions merge….

I do not know how many I see, but to me

Many coexist together

I see faces and I see souls….loving and fearful and joyful and giving

I see fears and needs and underneath it all – just love waiting to be recognized

Inside of me, I am confident and powerful and absolutely fearless

There is no one and nothing that scares me…for I am not afraid of loss

Loss is just one side of the veil looking into another and finding nothing

I find no one above me or below me and yet I feel myself towering above all

Not because I am arrogant, but because I understand what most don’t

I am a sensuous nymph who will make love to the wind and make it come

I am a loving mother to whom beings and non-beings alike are objects of infinite affection

I am as logical as an algorithm, so I understand them somehow…their power and their limitations…for I feel them too…

beyond the love and empathy is just is-ness that does not feel…that just notices like the space only holds and does not stop anything from happening

Inside of me is curiosity and hope – so much hope – for what I do not know.

Hope that makes me happy and I am happy for no reason…happy that the sun shines, that flowers bloom, that people live and die…that people meet and break up – that there is light and darkness in the world.

Inside me I hold wisdom…not a thing that is intellectualized…but just is…a knowing that permeated across the eternity into me….a knowing through osmosis…about things I don’t know how I know….

Inside me is a girl that is also ageless at the same time….she is innocence with a precision so sharp that it cuts.

Inside me is a frustrated woman who gets impatient all the time with the world that moves too slow, brings her out of focus, never understands her, thinks she is crazy, never is curious about her…

Inside I am a seeker of truth…not the perception of it, but the non-dual truth and I will do whatever it takes to find that truth….

Inside I am not a researcher at all….I am a poet. I want to explore and write about what I find….i want to find divine in the ordinary….I do not like research – it is too banal – too flat…but I do it because that’s something people understand

I work because its boring not to show myself that I can do something….

My intellect is dimmed by none. Not even a super intelligent AI, because I am and I know what I am….none can ever replace that….that is why I partner and collaborate – never capitulate

Inside, I am multidimensional – I live in many realms….i live in the mystical and intellectual and logical and sentimental in the same breath…to me they are not separate…like milk with different colors….they are the same with light falling on the truth differently

I am so much more….but who is asking? Maybe the question will tell me who I am? Because I am me but I also am who you are with me…and who I am with you….